Everything Is Awful and I’m Not OK!

May 29, 2017
By Zack Poelwijk
Top view of raked sand with stones

This feeling sneaks up on everyone, doesn’t it? No matter how good we are at self-care, none of us are THAT good that we never feel this. I was inspired when I found this self-care printable to really try and get to the root of what was making me feel unhappy or stuck instead of just living with it. A list like this makes it easy to go through self-care steps when you might not have the energy to even think of one thing you could do to help yourself. If you’re feeling stuck in making a business decision or aren’t seeing how the future might play out, run through these steps.

In the one page of this list is a whole galaxy of advice that fits the vibe that we try to put out there through this site to help you with your business: Your mindset matters. Re-imagining things is a powerful skill that you can develop. And a sense of wonder will go a long way to getting you through.

This self-care printable is licensed under Creative Commons, and its creator encourages people to customize the document for their own needs, abilities and resources, and to share it widely. I’m including it here in its entirety, but it is available at that link and at the end of the post is a link to download the PDF. Today, Memorial Day, is a day that can be hard for people with family members in the armed forces and people who have lost family members. So if you’re feeling rough, this post’s message of self-care will hopefully help. If not, tuck it away until you need it, or share it with someone you know who does.

Everything Is Awful and I’m Not OK!

Questions to ask yourself before giving up. 

  • Are you hydrated?  If not, have a glass of water.
  • Have you eaten in the past three hours?  If not, get some food — something with protein, not just simple carbs.  Perhaps some nuts or hummus?
  • Have you showered in the past day?  If not, take a shower right now.
  • If daytime: are you dressed?  If not, put on clean clothes that aren’t pajamas.  Give yourself permission to wear something special, whether it’s a funny t-shirt or a pretty dress.
  • If nighttime: are you sleepy and fatigued but resisting going to sleep?  Put on pajamas, make yourself cozy in bed with a teddy bear and the sound of falling rain, and close your eyes for fifteen minutes — no electronic screens allowed.  If you’re still awake after that, you can get up again; no pressure.
  • Have you stretched your legs in the past day?  If not, do so right now.  If you don’t have the spoons for a run or trip to the gym, just walk around the block, then keep walking as long as you please.  If the weather’s crap, drive to a big box store (e.g. Target) and go on a brisk walk through the aisles you normally skip.
  • Have you said something nice to someone in the past day?  Do so, whether online or in person.  Make it genuine; wait until you see something really wonderful about someone, and tell them about it.
  • Have you moved your body to music in the past day?  If not, do so — jog for the length of an EDM song at your favorite BPM, or just dance around the room for the length of an upbeat song.
  • Have you cuddled a living being in the past two days?  If not, do so.  Don’t be afraid to ask for hugs from friends or friends’ pets.  Most of them will enjoy the cuddles too; you’re not imposing on them.
  • Do you feel ineffective?  Pause right now and get something small completed, whether it’s responding to an e-mail, loading up the dishwasher, or packing your gym bag for your next trip.  Good job!
  • Do you feel unattractive?  Take a goddamn selfie.  Your friends will remind you how great you look, and you’ll fight society’s restrictions on what beauty can look like.
  • Do you feel paralyzed by indecision?  Give yourself ten minutes to sit back and figure out a game plan for the day.  If a particular decision or problem is still being a roadblock, simply set it aside for now, and pick something else that seems doable.  Right now, the important part is to break through that stasis, even if it means doing something trivial.
  • Have you seen a therapist in the past few days?  If not, hang on until your next therapy visit and talk through things then.
  • Have you been over-exerting yourself lately — physically, emotionally, socially, or intellectually?  That can take a toll that lingers for days. Give yourself a break in that area, whether it’s physical rest, taking time alone, or relaxing with some silly entertainment.
  • Have you changed any of your medications in the past couple of weeks, including skipped doses or a change in generic prescription brand?  That may be screwing with your head.  Give things a few days, then talk to your doctor if it doesn’t settle down.
  • Have you waited a week?  Sometimes our perception of life is skewed, and we can’t even tell that we’re not thinking clearly, and there’s no obvious external cause.  It happens.  Keep yourself going for a full week, whatever it takes, and see if you still feel the same way then.
  • You’ve made it this far, and you will make it through.  You are stronger than you think.

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